Ugh, I’m so over cleaning my house and whatever this random cold/sinus/allergy thing I have going on right now. I can’t wait for tomorrow to get here so we can head to the lake. I’m going to focus on letting myself relax and not worry about too much stuff, so I can come back with a clear head and get myself back in the game.

I’m feeling quite tired right now, of just a bunch of stuff. All this recent drama has just weigh on me SO much that I’m just exhausted by it. I wish I could be happier but I feel like I’ve been taken such advantage of by people that I truly trusted. So I have to work on getting happy again and I know I can get there. It will just take a lot of work to get there…

I haven’t gone running in forever, which is probably a huge mistake considering at the end of the month I have a 10k coming up. And then there are two 5k runs I want to do in September, *but* I don’t know if I will make them or not. I’ve got a lot of other stuff going on right now that I need to work on as well. I finally got all my dishes done, and all the clothes caught up on and now just have the towels and the floors to work on. The floors really won’t take that long, but obviously I have to wait on the towels because they have to wash for AT LEAST 30 minutes.

I can’t believe that it is already 6 p.m.! What the hell? Where exactly has my day gone? I wish I could find something that I can do on the side…but I just don’t know what on Earth that would be.

I’m so looking forward to the Lake it’s crazy…I can’t wait to sit on the dock, drink some wine, chill on the water and do whatever else we have that will come our way.