So some how in last Tuesday’s yoga class, I hurt my shoulder/back. Don’t know how I managed to do it, but it hurts right where the pointy part of your shoulder-blade is, near your spine. And after Sunday’s class, it’s really been bothering me, so I’m going to pass on a few classes to see if that helps. Hopefully it does, and it’s not something more serious.

Which stinks, because even though I haven’t been super consistent with my running the past week, I was still walking before class, for at least 30 minutes. So now that’s going to take a hit as well.

I’m beyond envious of people who have their shit together. I honestly feel like 99% of my current issues would be solved if I could just manage to get my crap together for 10 minutes. And by current issues I mean the whole overwhelmed feeling that I get when I look at everything I need to do at once. If anyone has any tips on how I can accomplish that, feel free to let me know.

Sometimes I look back and wonder how in the hell I ever managed to do anything at all. Some how I used to have time to sew and run and all sorts of stuff, but here lately it seems like there is never enough time to do anything. And then when I do do something, I feel so freaking guilty about it. Example, I go running after work. But then I’m thinking that I should be at home making dinner or cleaning house or doing SOMETHING other than what I’m doing right then.

I was complaining (shocker!) to M the other night how I never feel like I have time for anything. The fact that tax class started is what really set me off. I work so far away from home that it feels very hard for me to get up and do anything in the morning-and then I always feel like I have no time when I get home. And again, I’m so freaking tired all the time. I know that if I worked out and ate better that I would have so much more energy, but I’m so worn out even thinking about it all that I don’t know what to do. And now, my doctor’s appointment for my thyroid check up got pushed way back until the 23rd. Which SUCKS. Because I want some answers. Why am I still so tired? I take my medicine and everything, yet I’m still exhausted every damn day.

Maybe I’m just tired of everything in general 😉

Who knows?

I’m sure you guys are all tired of listening to me whine all the damn time. It’s no fun being a whiny pants. But I’m quickly getting to the end of my rope here…